Frustrated

I woke up today in a serious funk. I'm good and all, but I just wish ther other aspect of my life would get going. Don't get me wrong, when the kids are with their mom I have time to myself which I get to do stuff for myself like my upcoming trip to Japan. However, I'd like to do these things with someone special. I know that God has a plan and it will happen in his own time, but it is sometimes hard waiting.

Spring Break is Over!!

It's been a long time since I've last posted here. All my time is either spent on working/commute or my kids when I have them.

This week the kids have been out of school and boy can you tell. I feel bad for them since we can't do anything until later in the afternoon when I can get them off to the park or something. For the most part they did well, but got restless after lunch time. I'm somewhat curious on how the summer is going to pan out. I'm going to see if there is some sort of day program for them on top of swim lessons.

I just wish I could win the lottery and then be a full time dad. Oh well, I can dream right?

111 Days

It's been 111 days since my divorce was finalized and I can only say that it gets better with each day. I've been told by my friends that they can tell that I am doing better, sound better and seem happier... I am but I do have my moments that I want to meet that next someone. There is a void in my life that just wants that love of a special woman. Someone to be a wife and friend. Someone I can be loved by. I get through it cause I know God knows my heart and He has someone special for me...